This past Monday we reached 24 weeks. In the state of Utah, that was our deadline for “terminating our pregnancy”. Jon and I were never really able to talk about that as being a realistic option for us. We have felt all along that wasn’t our choice to make….we couldn’t bring ourselves to be the ones to choose our son’s death date. I have always loved being pregnant, this time is no different, although before the closer I got to my due date the more anxious and excited I would get to meet and hold my lil babes….this time the closer it gets the more I start to dread it because I want to keep this lil guy with me as long as I possibly can. Uncertainty is scary, knowing we will lose our son is scary…but we know in our hearts that we have made the right choice. I know that with each other, and the love, support and prayers we get on a daily basis from you guys, our friends and family, not to mention total strangers, we will make it through this.